Wednesday, November 25, 2009 . 7:45 PM
PatienceLove
Kind
You have promised to appreciate mom, Yik Hui Chiau.
Monday, November 23, 2009 . 10:27 PM
u said, "just for you"
Sunday, November 22, 2009 . 8:39 PM
戒指你手上的戒指
闪烁得好灿烂
爱与不爱
最后你会要放手吗
呐喊声
平安夜的宁静
回头抑或对望沉默
泛黄的照片
拼命的保留那残留的回忆
值得吗
所谓的为我好
只是一种残酷的借口
将我缓缓地侵蚀
心
淌着血
强迫性的遗忘
为何
我的身躯躺在天空
悬空
祷告
唯一的依靠
那平安
无可取代
迷恋着早晨
有早茶
牛奶
最爱
倒带人生
过分吗
这小小的要求
可以别在
在我心上加多一的疤
别了
流浪的艺术家
是我吗
放肆的自由
发生的就慢慢的消化
大便
可是
有时我心里的那一脚
在介意
我坦白
我是小器的
处女座
不
我不追求完美
相反的
随便就好
想到我
你会想到什么
别担心
你的日出是值得期待的
Saturday, November 21, 2009 . 5:00 PM
Chin May Ling, You are always so pretty and tidy. So not like me, i don't care a lot of things. I have been known you for nearly 4 years. One day, you asked me, "I think i am.. and Shirley are the only one who will tell you things directly." I halted, replied, "ya.. i think so" with my soft voice. You have been a very special to me, my friend. Because of you, I knew God, who changed my life. Because of you, I learnt how to care about people. Because of you, I have the chance to know Alfred, to know the brothers and sisters in Klang Glad Tiding. Because of you, I learnt to take my courage express my thoughts towards someone. Because of you, I stand still while i am in difficulties because i know that God holds my future.
You are leaving us and back to Malaysia. I would just want to use this time to say a big THANK YOU to you.
You will be missed.
:)
Thursday, November 19, 2009 . 2:50 PM
The same feeling again..Anyhow, i need to jia you jia you!!
Dad, i love you so much that i don't know how to react... with the things you have done..
I know you don't do it purposely.... I understand..
I was so happy that you finally booked the ticket to come here, 18 Dec 2009! for me. For me. Only for me....
I felt dimanja, so much, so loved by you.
Dad, I once loved you, hated you so much, scared of you, then forgave you, then trying to love you back, loved you but now, i don't know.
I miss the days, there is no problem with us as a family.
I miss the days, we go to Genting together....
I miss the days, we go A&W together......
we went Japan, Indonesia, Hong Kong....
Dear Heavenly Lord Father, help me please. Help me to be still, hold me when i am going to fall.
Concentrate.
Concentrate.
Ya, concentrate.
Focus!!!!!
What a dramatic day.
Wednesday, November 11, 2009 . 3:37 PM
Happy!:)
Love being myself. :)
Saturday, November 07, 2009 . 5:16 AM
There is no good excuse for ignoring God.1 Thessalonians 4:1-12
1 Finally then, brethren, we urge and exhort in the Lord Jesus that you should abound more and more, just as you received from us how you ought to walk and to please God; 2 for you know what commandments we gave you through the Lord Jesus.
3 For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you should abstain from sexual immorality; 4that each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, 5 not in passion of lust, like the Gentiles who do not know God; 6 that no one should take advantage of and defraud his brother in this matter, because the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also forewarned you and testified. 7 For God did not call us to uncleanness, but in holiness. 8 Therefore he who rejects this does not reject man, but God, who has also given us His Holy Spirit.
3 For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you should abstain from sexual immorality; 4that each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, 5 not in passion of lust, like the Gentiles who do not know God; 6 that no one should take advantage of and defraud his brother in this matter, because the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also forewarned you and testified. 7 For God did not call us to uncleanness, but in holiness. 8 Therefore he who rejects this does not reject man, but God, who has also given us His Holy Spirit.
9 But concerning brotherly love you have no need that I should write to you, for you yourselves are taught by God to love one another; 10 and indeed you do so toward all the brethren who are in all Macedonia. But we urge you, brethren, that you increase more and more; 11 that you also aspire to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you, 12 that you may walk properly toward those who are outside, and that you may lack nothing.
Thursday, November 05, 2009 . 10:13 PM
The feeling of strangers but not stranger.Making a RIGHT decision is really important for your own future.
I realised that a lot of time, i do regret in my heart for what decisions i made.
In term of finding housemates, people asked me why did i choose to stay with all GUYS?
Erm, i said i had no choice. Did I?
I am sorry for them that I couldn't be a good housmates.
I couldn't fix in and at the end, I might have just annoyed them.
hmm...
I don't know. (ya, i know you dislike i-dont-know)
Wound care or Glenelg? I really prefer Glenelg. But my kaki said that it was quite important...
Last lecture on next Monday.
I wonder why, when people meet different people, they speak differently?
Missing you so much but yet when I see you, I doubt.
How can 2 persons from different world come together?
FIR - Fly Away.
Corrine May - Fly Away
Ya, Facebook, let me believe something i don't really want to accept.
The guy I liked during primary school is now in a relationship, with a guy.
I knew it, but i just couldn't accept.
First is because, I believe that God gives normal relationship in guy and girl. Secondly, he was my bestie, who I knew since I moved from JB to Sibu.
Sorry, I didn't appreciate it. I could have said that i am really touched.
Just that, I am still me.
p/s: i am not emo. :)
1耶 和 华 啊 ， 你 已 经 鉴 察 我 ， 认 识 我 。
2 我 坐 下 ， 我 起 来 ， 你 都 晓 得 ； 你 从 远 处 知 道 我 的 意 念 。
3 我 行 路 ， 我 躺 卧 ， 你 都 细 察 ； 你 也 深 知 我 一 切 所 行 的 。
4 耶 和 华 啊 ， 我 舌 头 上 的 话 ， 你 没 有 一 句 不 知 道 的 。
5 你 在 我 前 後 环 绕 我 ， 按 手 在 我 身 上 。
6 这 样 的 知 识 奇 妙 ， 是 我 不 能 测 的 ， 至 高 ， 是 我 不 能 及 的 。
7 我 往 哪 里 去 躲 避 你 的 灵 ？ 我 往 哪 里 逃 、 躲 避 你 的 面 ？
8 我 若 升 到 天 上 ， 你 在 那 里 ； 我 若 在 阴 间 下 榻 ， 你 也 在 那 里 。
9 我 若 展 开 清 晨 的 翅 膀 ， 飞 到 海 极 居 住 ，
10 就 是 在 那 里 ， 你 的 手 必 引 导 我 ； 你 的 右 手 也 必 扶 持 我
23 神 啊 ， 求 你 鉴 察 我 ， 知 道 我 的 心 思 ， 试 炼 我 ， 知 道 我 的 意 念 ，
24 看 在 我 里 面 有 甚 麽 恶 行 没 有 ， 引 导 我 走 永 生 的 道 路 。
詩 篇 139:1-10; 詩 篇 139:23-24
Tuesday, November 03, 2009 . 7:15 AM
Going to prepare breakfast!!:)
Looking forward to lots of things!
:)
Heavenly Father is so great! :)
Tomorrow MM will be a good one! :)
Sunday, November 01, 2009 . 3:21 PM
Getting closer and closer, the days of final and the days i am leaving to mount Gambier.My back hurts, again.
Wondering why, the feeling of uneasiness still exist when i talked about the incidents.
I thought i don't mind.
Lazy. Lazy. Lazy.
Hardworking. Hardworking. Hardworking.
I wish i could go to another space, without anyone, anyone.
You are strong, strong as a soldier.
Took a lot of photos with my beloved brothers and sisters.
Everyone mention about my farewell.. Don't want me to go.
I wish i could stay, but I believe God has a plan for me there, to strengthen me, to a stronger solider of Him. :)
I want to share the story of Jesus, the beautiful story to everyone! To the kids, to the people around me, to the people far from me.
Stand on my situation and think from my side, you will realise something different.
Long time didn't cry, feel like crying.
:)
Thanks God for giving me so much! so much! of these lovely peoples in my life.
I can't request more than this.
Mama, i miss you too. :) Jie Jie, i miss you too. :) Baba, I miss you too. :)
Dear, I am gonna grab your hands tightly. :)
Jia you Jia you! Aza Aza!!
Monday, October 26, 2009 . 9:19 PM
Jia You studying!!
:P
bleeding
-.-
i cut my fingers for >3 times within 2 months
burnt my hand twice per year
...
...
.....
:)
I believe God will direct us, if this is His will.This year has been a blessing to me.
Enjoying love around me, from my brothers and sisters, friends, classmates, families...
Countless blessings, feeling very xin fu!
Last night i was so shocked, to see one of my best friends in primary school became a mom of 2 months old boy....
Happy for her...
:)
Communication is really an important part in any relationship.
Every night has nice dinner, has nice bed to sleep...
Every day has milk and bread.
Every day has God to rely on.
:)
The power of God, I always underestimated.
Home, the sense of belonging.
It is always great to feel that you belong to somebody.
I think this is kind of nature of human being.
Hmm.. The issue of religion.
When i wasn't a Christian, i don't understand why people are so particular about religion.
To me, every religions were the same...
God will direct us, to the way He want us to be.
This will forever be my prayers.
;)
I want to go back to the past, where people using letter and ink to communicate.
haha...
Opps!! Where is my parker pen?? ;'(
haih.. I have to get rid of my forgetfulness...
Jia You Melody
(I will, in fact, I am)
26 oct 2009
10.00pm
Friday, October 23, 2009 . 12:51 PM
Indeed, time flies.People grown up, birthday passed by, people get together, people seperated.
I fall in love with the song by Backstreet Boys, "How did i fall in love with you?"
Just like the tune, the lyric.
Yesterday i finally solved a problem with him, we are now really good friend, beyond the boundary of brother and sister. :)
Thanks God for guiding my heart and mouth of what to say :]
23 Oct already, less than one month to our final exam - 18 Nov 2009.
21 Nov - Ielts test.
then 22 Nov - Mom is coming! :)
And there is someone special in my life, Toh Meng Chye!!
:)
Thanks god for so many people!!
again and again.
What makes you difference, makes you beautiful!
YIK GING CHIAU, you are beautiful!!!!!! I love you so much!!!!!!
:]
