Thursday, November 10, 2011 . 4:55 PM
Browsing my previous posts, I couldn't believe I actually made it so far.
Anyone who knows me who know that I am not a very patient lady and always do things halfway.
2006, I started my first blog (because of LJT), and now I still writing on. Although I haven't been for a long time. A lot of memories might be fade away, but those pictures and words reminded me of those days...
Now.. Just using this picture to update myself. I am a pharmacist now. Give more than 200+ drugs everyday. Deal with drug dealers everyday..... hahaha.... and I am still loving God! Who gave me strength for all these years!
Tomorrow will be the last day of working before I will be going back to Malaysia to see my family!! :) It will be SUPERB!
Friday, October 07, 2011 . 7:27 PM
人生还有多少个十年？昨天和筑说了我经历的事件后，我心中很感慨。
Steven Jobs 的精神是否会随他离去，或是会流芳百世？
这让我想到，一直在我身旁的上帝。他的爱，到了二十个世纪都还是那么轰动！
没有他，我想我也不会那么镇定的去面对我的未来。
好想就这样，随着音乐，沉浸在无忧无虑的地带，到老。
我想，每个人都长大了。童年玩伴，都各个开始建立自己美丽的前程。
我放在一角的卡浓五十D都发霉了。真的觉得很对不起它。我一定会帮它陪个好的眼睛！：）
我好想知道，我到底是个怎样的人。
林宥嘉－想自由，把我的心声都唱出来了。。。
Thursday, February 17, 2011 . 6:20 PM
Suddenly got the idea of blogging...Don't know how to express myself... and where to and who to..
God, you are the one who understand me... you know what I am going through.
Thursday, January 27, 2011 . 6:40 PM
I am jealous.I don't want to be jealous.
I can end this relationship so that I won't get the taste of the sourness.
Stupid right?
Tuesday, October 12, 2010 . 3:26 PM
make up your mind.. hmm.. how to make up a decision...why is it so hard?
what do i want in my life?
compromise?
optimism?
denial?
happy-go-lucky?
Wednesday, October 06, 2010 . 3:47 PM
I am now a bit scared.. that people dislike me and i don't know..Monday, October 04, 2010 . 9:42 AM
I haven't been blogging for ages. I nearly forgot about this blog. Life has been different after graduate, after being with my lover :) I already missed him from the moment he reached here, i am so scared of he going back to Renmark. Too much to update and yet I don't know where to start from. But anyway, I will start with what I recently did. :)Passed the APCAT exam, now waiting for the oral exam to come, 25 oct 2010.
English English, still something to improve.
My mind, i can't control my mind. Something i just don't know what i felt like that... Why did i get angry with that, with just a word, or just a picture.
I miss mom... I miss Malaysia. I miss when i was just a baby.
I didn't know i was disliked by a number of people. I felt alone.. alone..
Dear God, I am sorry, I have been escaping from Your eyes.. Dear Lord, please guide me. Please, show me the way. Lead me back. Prayers, I need prayers. Pharmacy.. Is that what i want?
oh dear. I miss being a student.
I think, i have to move on...
Friday, February 05, 2010 . 7:42 PM
people changed, people stay unchanged.which one are you?
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 . 6:19 PM
Another blog that i have created, http://pianoandi.tumblr.com/Friday, January 22, 2010 . 10:58 PM
Will I stay strong?Will I hold on with what I used to think of?
John 15:9-17 (New King James Version)
Love and Joy Perfected
9 “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. 10 If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.
11 “These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full. 12 This is My commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. 13 Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. 14 You are My friends if you do whatever I command you. 15 No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you. 16 You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. 17 These things I command you, that you love one another.
Again, another wonderful day has begun. I immersed myself in the romance of Yiruma while doing my devotion. I am still amazed by the love of God, who sent His son to bear our sins and die for us. Someone asked me before, "so... do you really like to have eternal life?" At that time, I really don't know how to answer. But I can certainly tell you that I would much more prefer heaven than hell. But then, it is kind of issue with my mom, so, your guys (christians) just need to confess then no matter how badly you have done in your life, you still can go to heaven is it? Hopefully last holiday when she spent time with me, she understands what I believing in has changed me to a different person i used to be last time. I talked to my mom continuously 2 hours, may be longer, to tell her about my life in australia. What I gone through....
It is a wonderful thing, to me, to learn to love your neighbours as yourself. I admit I couldn't do this for so many times, but ya, really need to dwell in His love, in order to shine His love, to the people around you. It is amazing. When you see, you as a human, would be able to share the love of God. (=
Going to work soon. I hope I would be more and more confident, knowledgeable, chatty, professional, helpful, positive as everyday goes by!
Gambateh! I am still Miss Jia You.
:")
Thursday, January 21, 2010 . 6:21 PM
I burnt yk's dinner.I burnt my favourite capsicum, and the chicken as well.
Everything were too dried.
I ate halfway, so hard to swallow.
Can improve, he said.
Jia you, yik hui chiau.
Bipolar? Haha.....
hmm...
After started working, i seldom take out my camera.
Dear, I got your lovely parcel today, after work. It is sweet that you gave me the card.
By the way, I have tell you that I was diagnosed with low iron level and couldn't donate blood for at least 6 months. And that's why i am taking Centrum.
Lots of stuff are needed to be refreshed! I want my Rang and Dale!!!
Today is a good day. Time passes so quickly in pharmacy.
;)
Lord, so many times I sin against you. So many times I did not turn myself to your face but lie on my own strength.
Today is a wonderful day, and a ray of sunlight shining upon my face seems like telling me that I shall shine the love of God to everyone beside me, strangers as well.
I had milk + many round round tayars for my breakfast.
Afraid of listening to phone call in pharmacy. Couldn't catch what they say.
Afraid of talking of customers.
Anyhow, this field is what i have chosen last 4 years. This was my dream.
Thank you Lord for directing me to this country, give me the chance to grow up. Away from family.
I used to be to dependent on my family. Now, suddenly just couldn't reach them... only can call them, listen to their voice. Couldn't cry in front of them. Couldn't see the "saiyang" face and emotion that they gave me.
Eh, Yik Hui Chiau, don't be a timid or coward! Be brave for the Lord is always your supporter! No one can against me! :)
除非你不要，不然没有不可能的事情。
加油，叶慧巧！
Missing someone, a lot.
:)
Sunday, January 17, 2010 . 6:24 PM
It has been 2 weeks since i moved to Mount Gambier.Last Sunday, sister Tian called and this sunday sis Pau Ling called...
Feeling so sad because I wasn't there with them.
I miss going to church with them, singing hymns with them, taking Lord's supper with them, have a tea break with them, having lunch with them....
Just love the family....
I cried... too stressful... I don't know how to deal with people. I don't know how to please people...
Apparently, one of us will be going to leave... According to what Lillian (a pharmacist been here for 4 years in UFS), you have to know how to please every bosses... -.-
I am not that kind of person. I am who I am.
Hmm.. I lied to my preceptor once, when he said about Durogesic, I was looking through the cupboard outside. Then he asked me, "Don't tell me you are looking for it here?" "Oh, no!"
I lied. I was looking for durogesic there... -.-
Hmm...
Got yelled by customers once on Saturday. I know the difference between cheque in account and cheque.
Paying debt, chasing for debt.
Liz is a nice girl, my fourth housemate from India, who is working in the hospital.
I just pray that everything will be fine and fun throughout this year.
:)
I know that God will be my strength and He will help me to endure and sustain throughout this journey.
Met Lillian, Esther(ex OCF as well, Horray!!), June, Michael...
His love is greater and transcend all things! :)
Repent is a way for second chance.
Friday, January 15, 2010 . 4:40 PM
A lot of places i wanted to visit.A lot of food i wanted to eat.
But now, i just want to get a pair of legs!
