Monday, October 04, 2010 . 9:42 AM
I haven't been blogging for ages. I nearly forgot about this blog. Life has been different after graduate, after being with my lover :) I already missed him from the moment he reached here, i am so scared of he going back to Renmark. Too much to update and yet I don't know where to start from. But anyway, I will start with what I recently did. :)
Passed the APCAT exam, now waiting for the oral exam to come, 25 oct 2010.
English English, still something to improve.
My mind, i can't control my mind. Something i just don't know what i felt like that... Why did i get angry with that, with just a word, or just a picture.
I miss mom... I miss Malaysia. I miss when i was just a baby.
I didn't know i was disliked by a number of people. I felt alone.. alone..
Dear God, I am sorry, I have been escaping from Your eyes.. Dear Lord, please guide me. Please, show me the way. Lead me back. Prayers, I need prayers. Pharmacy.. Is that what i want?
oh dear. I miss being a student.
I think, i have to move on...