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2011-11-10T16:55:00.003+08:00

Browsing my previous posts, I couldn't believe I actually made it so far.

Anyone who knows me who know that I am not a very patient lady and always do things halfway.

2006, I started my first blog (because of LJT), and now I still writing on. Although I haven't been for a long time. A lot of memories might be fade away, but those pictures and words reminded me of those days...

Now.. Just using this picture to update myself. I am a pharmacist now. Give more than 200+ drugs everyday. Deal with drug dealers everyday..... hahaha.... and I am still loving God! Who gave me strength for all these years!

Tomorrow will be the last day of working before I will be going back to Malaysia to see my family!! :) It will be SUPERB!

2011-10-07T19:27:00.002+08:00

人生还有多少个十年？

昨天和筑说了我经历的事件后，我心中很感慨。

Steven Jobs 的精神是否会随他离去，或是会流芳百世？

这让我想到，一直在我身旁的上帝。他的爱，到了二十个世纪都还是那么轰动！

没有他，我想我也不会那么镇定的去面对我的未来。

好想就这样，随着音乐，沉浸在无忧无虑的地带，到老。

我想，每个人都长大了。童年玩伴，都各个开始建立自己美丽的前程。

我放在一角的卡浓五十D都发霉了。真的觉得很对不起它。我一定会帮它陪个好的眼睛！：）

我好想知道，我到底是个怎样的人。

林宥嘉－想自由，把我的心声都唱出来了。。。

2011-02-17T18:20:00.003+08:00

Suddenly got the idea of blogging...

Don't know how to express myself... and where to and who to..

God, you are the one who understand me... you know what I am going through.

2011-01-27T18:40:00.001+08:00

I am jealous.

I don't want to be jealous.

I can end this relationship so that I won't get the taste of the sourness.

Stupid right?

2010-10-12T15:26:00.001+08:00

make up your mind.. hmm.. how to make up a decision...

why is it so hard?

what do i want in my life?

compromise?

optimism?

denial?

happy-go-lucky?

2010-10-06T15:47:00.000+08:00

I am now a bit scared.. that people dislike me and i don't know..

2010-10-04T09:42:00.004+08:00

I haven't been blogging for ages. I nearly forgot about this blog. Life has been different after graduate, after being with my lover :) I already missed him from the moment he reached here, i am so scared of he going back to Renmark. Too much to update and yet I don't know where to start from. But anyway, I will start with what I recently did. :)

Passed the APCAT exam, now waiting for the oral exam to come, 25 oct 2010.

English English, still something to improve.

My mind, i can't control my mind. Something i just don't know what i felt like that... Why did i get angry with that, with just a word, or just a picture.

I miss mom... I miss Malaysia. I miss when i was just a baby.

I didn't know i was disliked by a number of people. I felt alone.. alone..

Dear God, I am sorry, I have been escaping from Your eyes.. Dear Lord, please guide me. Please, show me the way. Lead me back. Prayers, I need prayers. Pharmacy.. Is that what i want?

oh dear. I miss being a student.

I think, i have to move on...

2010-02-05T19:42:00.001+08:00

people changed, people stay unchanged.

which one are you?

2010-01-27T18:19:00.001+08:00

Another blog that i have created, http://pianoandi.tumblr.com/

2010-01-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

Will I stay strong?
Will I hold on with what I used to think of?

2010-01-22T05:00:00.002+08:00

John 15:9-17 (New King James Version)

Love and Joy Perfected

⁹ “As the Father loved Me, I also have loved you; abide in My love. ¹⁰ If you keep My commandments, you will abide in My love, just as I have kept My Father’s commandments and abide in His love.
¹¹ “These things I have spoken to you, that My joy may remain in you, and that your joy may be full. ¹² This is My commandment, that you love one another as I have loved you. ¹³ Greater love has no one than this, than to lay down one’s life for his friends. ¹⁴ You are My friends if you do whatever I command you. ¹⁵ No longer do I call you servants, for a servant does not know what his master is doing; but I have called you friends, for all things that I heard from My Father I have made known to you. ¹⁶ You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. ¹⁷ These things I command you, that you love one another.

Again, another wonderful day has begun. I immersed myself in the romance of Yiruma while doing my devotion. I am still amazed by the love of God, who sent His son to bear our sins and die for us. Someone asked me before, "so... do you really like to have eternal life?" At that time, I really don't know how to answer. But I can certainly tell you that I would much more prefer heaven than hell. But then, it is kind of issue with my mom, so, your guys (christians) just need to confess then no matter how badly you have done in your life, you still can go to heaven is it? Hopefully last holiday when she spent time with me, she understands what I believing in has changed me to a different person i used to be last time. I talked to my mom continuously 2 hours, may be longer, to tell her about my life in australia. What I gone through....
It is a wonderful thing, to me, to learn to love your neighbours as yourself. I admit I couldn't do this for so many times, but ya, really need to dwell in His love, in order to shine His love, to the people around you. It is amazing. When you see, you as a human, would be able to share the love of God. (=

Going to work soon. I hope I would be more and more confident, knowledgeable, chatty, professional, helpful, positive as everyday goes by!
Gambateh! I am still Miss Jia You.

:")

2010-01-21T18:21:00.002+08:00

I burnt yk's dinner.

I burnt my favourite capsicum, and the chicken as well.

Everything were too dried.

I ate halfway, so hard to swallow.

Can improve, he said.

Jia you, yik hui chiau.

Bipolar? Haha.....

hmm...

After started working, i seldom take out my camera.

Dear, I got your lovely parcel today, after work. It is sweet that you gave me the card.

By the way, I have tell you that I was diagnosed with low iron level and couldn't donate blood for at least 6 months. And that's why i am taking Centrum.

Lots of stuff are needed to be refreshed! I want my Rang and Dale!!!

Today is a good day. Time passes so quickly in pharmacy.

;)

2010-01-21T05:47:00.002+08:00

A man’s heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps. —Proverbs 16:9

Lord, so many times I sin against you. So many times I did not turn myself to your face but lie on my own strength.

Today is a wonderful day, and a ray of sunlight shining upon my face seems like telling me that I shall shine the love of God to everyone beside me, strangers as well.

I had milk + many round round tayars for my breakfast.

Afraid of listening to phone call in pharmacy. Couldn't catch what they say.

Afraid of talking of customers.

Anyhow, this field is what i have chosen last 4 years. This was my dream.

Thank you Lord for directing me to this country, give me the chance to grow up. Away from family.

I used to be to dependent on my family. Now, suddenly just couldn't reach them... only can call them, listen to their voice. Couldn't cry in front of them. Couldn't see the "saiyang" face and emotion that they gave me.

Eh, Yik Hui Chiau, don't be a timid or coward! Be brave for the Lord is always your supporter! No one can against me! :)

除非你不要，不然没有不可能的事情。

加油，叶慧巧！

Missing someone, a lot.

2010-01-17T18:24:00.003+08:00

It has been 2 weeks since i moved to Mount Gambier.

Last Sunday, sister Tian called and this sunday sis Pau Ling called...

Feeling so sad because I wasn't there with them.

I miss going to church with them, singing hymns with them, taking Lord's supper with them, have a tea break with them, having lunch with them....

Just love the family....

I cried... too stressful... I don't know how to deal with people. I don't know how to please people...

Apparently, one of us will be going to leave... According to what Lillian (a pharmacist been here for 4 years in UFS), you have to know how to please every bosses... -.-

I am not that kind of person. I am who I am.

Hmm.. I lied to my preceptor once, when he said about Durogesic, I was looking through the cupboard outside. Then he asked me, "Don't tell me you are looking for it here?" "Oh, no!"

I lied. I was looking for durogesic there... -.-

Hmm...

Got yelled by customers once on Saturday. I know the difference between cheque in account and cheque.

Paying debt, chasing for debt.

Liz is a nice girl, my fourth housemate from India, who is working in the hospital.

I just pray that everything will be fine and fun throughout this year.

I know that God will be my strength and He will help me to endure and sustain throughout this journey.

Met Lillian, Esther(ex OCF as well, Horray!!), June, Michael...

His love is greater and transcend all things! :)

Repent is a way for second chance.

2010-01-15T16:40:00.001+08:00

A lot of places i wanted to visit.
A lot of food i wanted to eat.
But now, i just want to get a pair of legs!

2010-01-11T07:01:00.002+08:00

The time has come, where I have to embark my new journey, as a full-time employee.
Would I be able to survive the 3 months period and not be kicked out by Mr. Paschke?
At first, it was so hard for me to persuade myself to accept the offer.
But now, I am here, in Mount Gambier.
It is a nice little place, always cooler than other places in SA.
2 am this morning, i woke up, my heart seemed tear apart by the sms i received.
I felt helpless, yet i know, my prayers will be answered.
Lord, help me to love You, love your people. So that i will have Faith! :)
Responsibility, i hate you but i can't be a better person if you are no in me.
I know.
I know.
I am trying not to have peer pressure.
Be myself, but change things that are bad.
Music, Photography, Singing, Love.
I feel like I am drowning, with a ray of hope, wishing that i will be saved by you.
Swim to the opposite direction where everyone goes.
Routine?
Planned?
Hmm... What am i thinking about?
I don't know as well..
I just want a SIMPLE life. har. I know, there is no simple life.
Okay, i shall go on with my "to-do-list"
"You are the sunshine of my life"

2010-01-06T10:24:00.002+08:00

Days and days gone by, am i going to be a better person?
So much things to learn, to get use to, to adapt, to not to be afraid of, to be confident to, to be loved and to love.
Graduated on 22nd December 2009, family came and back...
Bought a car (Ford, Fairmont) from Andy (1500), drove to Mel, Canberra.
Signed the doc that i always worried about to sign.
With my dearest TMC help, I moved almost all my stuff from adl to mt gambier, and settled in.
Blogging in library in Mount. Looking around, there is Asian...
Earning your own money, paying back the debts, saving money for future...
I think this is a cycle.
I do miss YOU, even if i didn't mention.
Gonna be strong, be firm in Lord.
Thank You Lord for all the blessings you have poured upon me last year.
I am sure, this year will be a good one.

2009-12-30T14:03:00.000+08:00

I HAVE TO HOLD MY TEARS..

NOT TO CRY...

TOMORROW...

2009-12-20T05:24:00.003+08:00

Dear heavenly Lord,

thank you for giving me the peace in my heart, knowing that you will always be there to guide me to the right way throughout my life.

Last night, 3 of us slept together in my room.

We walked from my house to rundle mall, met Veron, Veron's parents and zhen ann in front of Coles. We then continue to rundle street to have some beer and coffee.

We met a lot of youngsters dressed up like Santa, sexy Santa.

hmm... No comment.

Then, we went to Scoozi had Smoked Salmon Pizza. ;)

Walked along North Terrace, to Casino.

I was surprised that it is so big. -.-'' (I told my dad, it is very small only...)

My dad like Cooper Pale Ale. :)

2009-12-17T06:01:00.003+08:00

Raining heavily, i feel like in Sibu, during secondary school.

Woke up with eyes swollen, mom asked to drink warm water.

Listening to soft music, like Kenny G.

I would never intend to hurt my loves one.

Never...

Dear dad, you are coming very soon...

I shall, stay under the roof, don't get wet again.

2009-12-16T21:26:00.002+08:00

Okay, you can say I am a female, so that i have monthly 'emo-ness'.
Or you can say I ALWAYS like this, never changed.
But I really don't want you to feel like I am sama with your previous X or anything.
I doesn't make me feel good.
Today, i just felt so low-esteemed.
Couldn't understand people talking with English, even a simple sentence.
Couldn't communicate with people well.
I know language this kind of thing, need to practice and learn in order to improve.
I understand this, I am putting my effort...
Just that, I felt that I am not qualified, as a final year pharmacy graduate.
Even you said, " I think I also won't believe what you tell you ..."
I didn't talk, walked fast. I wasn't angry. Just felt sad because I really don't know...
I know, learn. Please don't force me, give me some time...
I know, in working world, you get money from your boss. You need to please your boss, or anything.
But, what i know is, look to God always, to please Him.
I haven't been seriously study Your words, Oh Lord. I want to ask for your forgiveness.
I want to set my mind above.
I read Andrew Wong's blog, my ex-housemate, who can really write so well. I even don't understand what he wrote.
Dear Lord, thank you for your mercy, in giving me the marks that I don't deserve in Ielts test.
I know, I have to be positive.
I will jia you. Just sometimes, i need to fa xie my emotion..
Once again, i miss you my friend, Rachel Lim.
Dear Lord, help me please...

Love isn't complex, but simple.
Love affects.
Love adores.
Love forgives.
Love embraces.
Love appreciates.

2009-12-13T22:00:00.002+08:00

义人的口滋生智慧；乖谬的舌必被割断。

义人的嘴能令人喜悦；恶人的口说乖谬的话。

Proverbs 10:31-32

说话浮躁的，如刀刺人；智慧人的舌头却为医人的良药。

Proverbs 12:18

困苦人的日子都是愁苦；心中欢畅的，常享丰筵。

Proverbs 15:15

谨守口与舌的，就保守自己免受灾难。

Proverbs 21:23

2009-12-12T21:58:00.002+08:00

We never had an official starting date. I asked for it. 12 Nov 2009 was the date set for us.
It was the day you gave me the 'commitment mouse pad' and when i gave you the card. :)
Last few hours, I really enjoyed a lot, grocery shopping with you, preparing and cooking dinner with you, watching movie together...
I wrote it down, because I scare when one day i forget, i still can online and check.
That's why, writing down my stories is so important to me.

Hmm..
It is hard to do everything in perfect way.
I reckon, only God is perfect.

Dear Lord, help me to be steadfast, stand firm in Your words.

Looking for houses....

I remembered GP, "happy hunting"

2009-12-11T15:41:00.003+08:00

Looking for a shelter in Mount Gambier.

It isn't an easy task. Erm.. Not difficult either. Contradict ya?

Going to stay with Yi Keat for next year at least.

Really thanks God for His goodness, sending so many people to accompany me in Mount Gambier, this new and exciting place.

Thanks God for the super nice boss, Mr Gramae P. :) He helped me a lot.

Toh Meng Chye, my love, thank you so much for being here with me every time i need you. :)

I know it isn't to be easy, but remember the principle, LOVE and communicate.

Remember the 'Pang Wang Ka' I gave you alright?

Muakss!

Dear Lord, please be with me, let me not stumble, but always shine Your light in this world.

Especially towards my mom, dear Lord. I need to be more loving, more patience, more caring to her.

Help me to appreciate her, change myself. :)

Listening to Jay Chou first album. Love it still.

Jia you Jia You!!!!

Dad, you are coming... I am looking forward. Love you still dad.

Sis!! My beloved sis!! Jia you in your test!! :) Let my spirit be with you while you are sitting the test.

I am addicted to hugging people.

Addiction to affection.

2009-12-09T04:24:00.004+08:00

Finally bits and pieces has fallen into picture.

Dear Lord Father, I just want to thank You, thank You for the great mercy and grace You have shown in my life.

You have been so good to me, which sometimes I felt that I did not deserved them.

Father, please help me to treasure everyone beside me. Furthermore, help me to love You because You have first loved me. Help me to SHINE Your love everywhere I go.

Thanks lord for giving me so many companions in Mount Gambier. :)

Dear Lord Father, please keep me clean and pure in your eyes.

Continue to read His great words, which surpasses everything, which comforted me so many times in my life till now. :)

江美琪~~親愛的你怎麼不在我身邊

2009-12-08T06:45:00.002+08:00

2009-12-07T00:57:00.002+08:00

Still love to listen to lyric...

Always think that that is like the core of the spirit of the song.

I know at lot of people don't listen to lyric.

To me, is like..

The tune of a music is an appearance of a human.

The lyric of a music is the heart and soul of a human.

I never had the courage to pursue the guys i liked.

I remember the period, of letting you go, the feeling of suffocating.

Couldn't cry even though felt like crying.

I hugged sin jwu at my room at afternoon before i decided to go to find you.

I gave you a photo, i took in port lincoln, where we started to chat regularly.

I don't know when i fall for you.

But then, I am so glad that I sent the message to you in facebook.

There were struggle, uncertainties.

Doesn't all relationship has their own challenges?

Garlic man, keep your OHM up k!

Shall not give up easily.

hug5.

kiss1.

2009-12-05T22:48:00.002+08:00

Jie, I understand your feeling..

Love, the importance of LOVE in maintaining a relationship, mending a broken relationship, starting a relationship....

As usual, i hate the noise during weekend...

Dear Lord, please help me to be a good daughter of my mom....

Please help me not to shout at her anymore...

Please help me to control my temper....

Please help me in every way to be a better person...

Soon, i will be going to mount gambier.

Dear Lord, guide me, lead me.

I have no one to lean on but YOU.

I want to thank you Lord for bringing my mom safely to here...

To provide us food, clothings...

To keep us safe.

Please continue to teach me...

2009-11-30T20:27:00.001+08:00

Be content.

How to be content?

2009-11-29T21:59:00.002+08:00

我在想
我能忍受
在那个地步
那极限
一直在加宽

不想去怀疑
不想去猜测

你在别人面前
会说，“这是我的朋友” 吗？

人啊
为何你就不能去彻底的相信

主
求你带领我
让我能在这地球
将你的爱发光

我不在乎吗

叶慧巧
你一定要加油！

2009-11-28T21:48:00.002+08:00

Bankruptcy has been the pop issue in my family recently.
Divorce? She mentioned that, which I didn't hear quite a long time.
Dear Lord, please guide my sister, that she will be able to make a correct decision... and the things will be easier for her after the decision...
Surrender my life unto Your hand lord. I am sorry for things that I have done which hurt You.
Please remind me always that I have to put You first in my life.
Your words are my guidance, always.

2009-11-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

Dear Heavenly Lord Father, I just want to thank you for your numerous blessings you pour upon my life.

2009-11-27T14:05:00.002+08:00

I am tired..

Everything my bad, everything my fault...

"Why you talked to your mom like that!"

"Why do you shout at your mom?!"

"Why you didn't give your mom lotion, see her skin so dry!"

"Why you always give her eat bread only...?"
"Why you didn't do like to your mom?!"

I know, I admit that i shouted at her, which is super bad.

You finally scolded me...

"This is how a christian behave o?! Still dare to say you are Christian..!"

Can't control but tear.

2009-11-26T04:36:00.001+08:00

Long suffering

Joy

2009-11-25T19:45:00.000+08:00

Patience
Love
Kind

You have promised to appreciate mom, Yik Hui Chiau.

Kobayashi Kaori -Nothing gonna change my love for you

2009-11-23T22:27:00.002+08:00

u said, "just for you"

2009-11-22T20:39:00.002+08:00

戒指

你手上的戒指

闪烁得好灿烂

爱与不爱

最后你会要放手吗

呐喊声

平安夜的宁静

回头抑或对望沉默

泛黄的照片

拼命的保留那残留的回忆

值得吗

所谓的为我好

只是一种残酷的借口

将我缓缓地侵蚀

心

淌着血

强迫性的遗忘

为何

我的身躯躺在天空

悬空

祷告

唯一的依靠

那平安

无可取代

迷恋着早晨

有早茶

牛奶

最爱

倒带人生

过分吗

这小小的要求

可以别在

在我心上加多一的疤

别了

流浪的艺术家

是我吗

放肆的自由

发生的就慢慢的消化

大便

可是

有时我心里的那一脚

在介意

我坦白

我是小器的

处女座

不

我不追求完美

相反的

随便就好

想到我

你会想到什么

别担心

你的日出是值得期待的

2009-11-21T17:00:00.002+08:00

Chin May Ling,

You are always so pretty and tidy. So not like me, i don't care a lot of things. I have been known you for nearly 4 years. One day, you asked me, "I think i am.. and Shirley are the only one who will tell you things directly." I halted, replied, "ya.. i think so" with my soft voice. You have been a very special to me, my friend. Because of you, I knew God, who changed my life. Because of you, I learnt how to care about people. Because of you, I have the chance to know Alfred, to know the brothers and sisters in Klang Glad Tiding. Because of you, I learnt to take my courage express my thoughts towards someone. Because of you, I stand still while i am in difficulties because i know that God holds my future.

You are leaving us and back to Malaysia. I would just want to use this time to say a big THANK YOU to you.

You will be missed.

2009-11-19T14:50:00.003+08:00

The same feeling again..
Anyhow, i need to jia you jia you!!
Dad, i love you so much that i don't know how to react... with the things you have done..
I know you don't do it purposely.... I understand..
I was so happy that you finally booked the ticket to come here, 18 Dec 2009! for me. For me. Only for me....
I felt dimanja, so much, so loved by you.
Dad, I once loved you, hated you so much, scared of you, then forgave you, then trying to love you back, loved you but now, i don't know.
I miss the days, there is no problem with us as a family.
I miss the days, we go to Genting together....
I miss the days, we go A&W together......
we went Japan, Indonesia, Hong Kong....
Dear Heavenly Lord Father, help me please. Help me to be still, hold me when i am going to fall.
Concentrate.
Concentrate.
Ya, concentrate.
Focus!!!!!

What a dramatic day.

2009-11-11T15:37:00.001+08:00

Happy!

:)

Love being myself. :)

2009-11-07T05:16:00.000+08:00

There is no good excuse for ignoring God.

1 Thessalonians 4:1-12

¹ Finally then, brethren, we urge and exhort in the Lord Jesus that you should abound more and more, just as you received from us how you ought to walk and to please God; ² for you know what commandments we gave you through the Lord Jesus.
³ For this is the will of God, your sanctification: that you should abstain from sexual immorality; ⁴that each of you should know how to possess his own vessel in sanctification and honor, ⁵ not in passion of lust, like the Gentiles who do not know God; ⁶ that no one should take advantage of and defraud his brother in this matter, because the Lord is the avenger of all such, as we also forewarned you and testified. ⁷ For God did not call us to uncleanness, but in holiness. ⁸ Therefore he who rejects this does not reject man, but God, who has also given us His Holy Spirit.

⁹ But concerning brotherly love you have no need that I should write to you, for you yourselves are taught by God to love one another; ¹⁰ and indeed you do so toward all the brethren who are in all Macedonia. But we urge you, brethren, that you increase more and more; ¹¹ that you also aspire to lead a quiet life, to mind your own business, and to work with your own hands, as we commanded you, ¹² that you may walk properly toward those who are outside, and that you may lack nothing.

2009-11-05T22:13:00.002+08:00

The feeling of strangers but not stranger.

Making a RIGHT decision is really important for your own future.

I realised that a lot of time, i do regret in my heart for what decisions i made.

In term of finding housemates, people asked me why did i choose to stay with all GUYS?

Erm, i said i had no choice. Did I?

I am sorry for them that I couldn't be a good housmates.

I couldn't fix in and at the end, I might have just annoyed them.

hmm...

I don't know. (ya, i know you dislike i-dont-know)

Wound care or Glenelg? I really prefer Glenelg. But my kaki said that it was quite important...

Last lecture on next Monday.

I wonder why, when people meet different people, they speak differently?

Missing you so much but yet when I see you, I doubt.

How can 2 persons from different world come together?

FIR - Fly Away.

Corrine May - Fly Away

Ya, Facebook, let me believe something i don't really want to accept.

The guy I liked during primary school is now in a relationship, with a guy.

I knew it, but i just couldn't accept.

First is because, I believe that God gives normal relationship in guy and girl. Secondly, he was my bestie, who I knew since I moved from JB to Sibu.

Sorry, I didn't appreciate it. I could have said that i am really touched.

Just that, I am still me.

p/s: i am not emo. :)

2009-11-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

¹耶和华啊，你已经鉴察我，认识我。

² 我坐下，我起来，你都晓得；你从远处知道我的意念。

³ 我行路，我躺卧，你都细察；你也深知我一切所行的。

⁴ 耶和华啊，我舌头上的话，你没有一句不知道的。

⁵ 你在我前後环绕我，按手在我身上。

⁶ 这样的知识奇妙，是我不能测的，至高，是我不能及的。

⁷ 我往哪里去躲避你的灵？我往哪里逃、躲避你的面？

⁸ 我若升到天上，你在那里；我若在阴间下榻，你也在那里。

⁹ 我若展开清晨的翅膀，飞到海极居住，

¹⁰ 就是在那里，你的手必引导我；你的右手也必扶持我

²³ 神啊，求你鉴察我，知道我的心思，试炼我，知道我的意念，

²⁴ 看在我里面有甚麽恶行没有，引导我走永生的道路。

詩篇 139:1-10; 詩篇 139:23-24

2009-11-03T07:15:00.002+08:00

Going to prepare breakfast!!

Looking forward to lots of things!

Heavenly Father is so great! :)

Tomorrow MM will be a good one! :)

2009-11-01T15:21:00.002+08:00

Getting closer and closer, the days of final and the days i am leaving to mount Gambier.

My back hurts, again.

Wondering why, the feeling of uneasiness still exist when i talked about the incidents.

I thought i don't mind.

Lazy. Lazy. Lazy.

Hardworking. Hardworking. Hardworking.

I wish i could go to another space, without anyone, anyone.

You are strong, strong as a soldier.

Took a lot of photos with my beloved brothers and sisters.

Everyone mention about my farewell.. Don't want me to go.

I wish i could stay, but I believe God has a plan for me there, to strengthen me, to a stronger solider of Him. :)

I want to share the story of Jesus, the beautiful story to everyone! To the kids, to the people around me, to the people far from me.

Stand on my situation and think from my side, you will realise something different.

Long time didn't cry, feel like crying.

Thanks God for giving me so much! so much! of these lovely peoples in my life.

I can't request more than this.

Mama, i miss you too. :) Jie Jie, i miss you too. :) Baba, I miss you too. :)

Dear, I am gonna grab your hands tightly. :)

Jia you Jia you! Aza Aza!!

2009-10-26T21:19:00.001+08:00

Jia You studying!!

bleeding
-.-
i cut my fingers for >3 times within 2 months
burnt my hand twice per year

...
...
.....
:)

2009-10-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

2009-10-26T19:13:00.003+08:00

I believe God will direct us, if this is His will.

This year has been a blessing to me.

Enjoying love around me, from my brothers and sisters, friends, classmates, families...

Countless blessings, feeling very xin fu!

Last night i was so shocked, to see one of my best friends in primary school became a mom of 2 months old boy....

Happy for her...

Communication is really an important part in any relationship.

Every night has nice dinner, has nice bed to sleep...

Every day has milk and bread.

Every day has God to rely on.

The power of God, I always underestimated.

Home, the sense of belonging.

It is always great to feel that you belong to somebody.

I think this is kind of nature of human being.

Hmm.. The issue of religion.

When i wasn't a Christian, i don't understand why people are so particular about religion.

To me, every religions were the same...

God will direct us, to the way He want us to be.

This will forever be my prayers.

;)

I want to go back to the past, where people using letter and ink to communicate.

haha...

Opps!! Where is my parker pen?? ;'(

haih.. I have to get rid of my forgetfulness...

Jia You Melody

(I will, in fact, I am)

26 oct 2009

10.00pm

2009-10-23T12:51:00.003+08:00

Indeed, time flies.
People grown up, birthday passed by, people get together, people seperated.
I fall in love with the song by Backstreet Boys, "How did i fall in love with you?"
Just like the tune, the lyric.
Yesterday i finally solved a problem with him, we are now really good friend, beyond the boundary of brother and sister. :)
Thanks God for guiding my heart and mouth of what to say :]
23 Oct already, less than one month to our final exam - 18 Nov 2009.
21 Nov - Ielts test.
then 22 Nov - Mom is coming! :)

And there is someone special in my life, Toh Meng Chye!!
:)

Thanks god for so many people!!
again and again.

What makes you difference, makes you beautiful!

YIK GING CHIAU, you are beautiful!!!!!! I love you so much!!!!!!

:]

2009-10-20T18:38:00.002+08:00

这张照片，很可爱。
仔细看，那两棵草莓，那么的甜蜜。
今天好累哦，头一直疼。
练习星期四的考试。
那决定生死的五分钟。
我很感谢主，让我的家人，爸爸，妈妈，姐姐，mimi姑姑， mekmek姑姑，don, 来我的毕业典礼。
偶尔偶尔，都会收到朋友关心的短信或电邮。每次都会很开心。
好想再收到用手写的信。。。现在的通讯都电脑化了。。。
好想回归到没有“面书”的时代。
写信。。。
那么有意思。。。
叶慧巧要加油了！
我要努力爱和关心身边的每一个人，甚至我曾讨厌的人。
很期待和你一起去看海，听海，倾听你每一个步伐。
我说幸福很短暂，也许短暂的来，也可以很长久。

2009-10-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

Gratitude Attitude

Sermon by Brother Oddi

It was really good, refreshed by memory to give thanks.

A lot of time I just ignore, and took so many things happened in my life for granted.

Thanks God for what

1. He 'has' done for us

Genesis 2:7

" And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living being. "

John 3:16

" For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son, that whoever believes in Him should not perish but have everlasting life. "

Hebrews 12:9

" Furthermore, we have had human fathers who corrected us, and we paid them respect. Shall we not much more readily be in subjection to the Father of spirits and live?

2. He 'is' doing for us

Romans 8:28

" And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose. "

1 Peter 3:12

" For the eyes of the Lord are on the righteous,

And His ears are open to their prayers;

But the face of the Lord is against those who do evil."

3. He 'will' do for us

John 14:1-3

" Let not your heart be troubled; you believe in God, believe also in Me.

In My Father's house are many mansions; if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you.

And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and receive you to Myself; that where I am, there you may be also. "

The ungrateful leper (Luke 17:11-19)

Reminded me to always give thanks to God.

When?

Colossians 3:15-17

" And whatever you do in word or deed, do all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him. "

Also need to give thanks to others!

1 Thessalonians 5:18

" In everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you. "

*Thankfulness is contagious*

2 Cor 4:15

" For all things are for your sakes, that grace, having spread through the many, may cause thanksgiving to abound to the glory of God. "

^ We should not merely be thankful ourselves, but our lives should be the cause of thanksgiving in others. True thanksgiving is not just something hear-felt and lip-served, but also reflected in the way we love. ^

2009-10-17T16:23:00.001+08:00

这种不清不楚的关系

希望很快就会有个句号

2009-10-17T16:23:00.000+08:00

这种不清不楚的关系

希望很快就会有个句号

2009-10-15T20:09:00.001+08:00

Who am I?

That's what i wrote in girl's ministry.

I asked "who am I to you"

....

2009-10-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

爱上了彩虹的惊喜

一种盼望的喜悦

不亦乐乎

爱上了沉思

让自己更加好

再接再厉

爱上了冲动

仿佛上了瘾

不知所措

上不上

下不下

恐怕会放开

2009-10-11T05:31:00.002+08:00

Exodus 20:12

[Honor your father and mother. Then you will live a long, full life in the land the Lord your God is giving you.]

Matthew 5:44

["But I say to you, love your enemies, bless those who curse you, do good to those who hate you, and pray for those who spitefully use you and persecute you.]

John 8:36

["Therefore if the Son makes your free, you shall be free indeed"]

Dear heavenly Lord Father, thank you for letting me know..

{ You number my wanderings;

Put my tears into Your bottle;

Are they not in Your book;

When I cry out to You,

Then my enemies will turn back;

This I know, because God is for me.

In God (I will praise His word),

In the Lord (I will praise His word)

I will not be afraid.

What can man do to me?

In God (I will praise His word),

In God I have put my trust,

I will not fear.

What can flesh do to me?}

2009-10-10T20:41:00.000+08:00

Please lead me to the way that I won't be hurt, Lord.

2009-10-10T06:45:00.004+08:00

It has been a long time since i really sit down and write something reflecting the deep down of me.
Everyday, you either live your life happily, sadly, or no feeling.
There is one girl, want to commit suicide everyday. She told me so many times, more than i can bear.
You said," There is no purpose in my life, why living still? "
You cried out," No one understanding me! "
You said," People are evil, you don't want to pretend to be happy when you are not. "
You, hurt yourself, and indirectly, you hurt me.
When people ask me, do you miss home?
I answered," I am happy here. "
Home, has been something that i scared of yet so eager to wish to have.
Home, is something i long for, so many many years.
I remember, my birthday wishes, family can live happily TOGETHER.
Dear heavenly Lord Father, I wish I am the one who is wanting to die. I wish I am the one not knowing you yet. I wish that you can have my peace, joy and love in your heart.
You said, " You don't understand me. "
I said, " God understand you and He loves you. "
I asked, " Did you ever wonder why human being desire to be understood by someone? "

I believe that everyone was born in this world for a purpose, by God.
Jeremiah 29:11
" I know the plans I have for you, says the Lord, plans for your welfare and not for harm. "

Dear, I was like you before, not 100%. As I know i did not go through the exact same process like you. But, believe me, I was depressed, I was like you, staring at the sky, asking "Why keeping me alive? I want to die. I don't want to cry everyday..."
I am really blessed to have the opportunity to explore Adelaide, explore myself.
I fought for it, with my self-willed.
Every time I want to convey my message to you, I failed.
Every time I want to make you happy, even just few hours, I am more than 1000000% willing to.
Every time I see you smile from the heart, I thanks God for that moment.
I will continue, continue to pray for you. I won't give up.
One day, you will share my joy, peace and love.
Of course, I had days that I feel like giving up on you. What motivated me again?
Love.

Dear You, Stand up! Stand UP!!!!
Please!!!!!!!!!!!!! Please!!!!!!!!!!

I beg you. Please don't give up on yourself.

Gonna live my life till the fullness EVERYDAY!

Treasure everything you are having now, don't wait!!

:)

2009-10-05T22:23:00.001+08:00

hmm..

the feeling of uncertainties..

2009-10-05T18:55:00.003+08:00

终于有人接我放工了
等待的幸福是甜蜜的
会留下吗，还是离开？
放了一个小小的字条
希望你的细心会察觉

微微的微笑
温温的感动
勾着你的手
虽然很短暂
但却很幸福

2009-10-02T21:51:00.001+08:00

The first time i being so brave.
Being so determined.
I don't hope you will appreciate it, but i hope you won't look down on it.

thank you.

2009-10-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

短暂的彩虹

让我觉得很幸福

虽然有一点点的伤心

我相信这会是一个很好的开始

2009-09-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

Love is patient, love is kind.

It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.

It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.

Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.

It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

2009-09-22T21:07:00.002+08:00

很多人觉得要在死前活得很精彩。

但对我来说，

我要在这一生中，学习怎样去爱人！

妈妈，爸爸，姐姐。。。

As i going to revise some notes i took in church, I accidentally read the page i wrote, I was kind of amazed what i wrote that time.

I was lost. My focus is not focus at all.

I need to refocus.

2009-09-22T20:54:00.000+08:00

这是恶性循环吗？

到底会有结果吗？

2009-09-21T12:13:00.000+08:00

茫然

无奈

彷徨

2009-09-17T21:07:00.002+08:00

Super happy today!

muakssssss

2009-09-16T05:52:00.003+08:00

Finally i get enough sleep to recharge myself, to go on with my final semester in university life- Ap401.

It will be quite intense but i have confidence that we all will enjoy the lectures and tutorials this semester.

What can i say, time really flies without giving any warning to me. 16 September 2009, I am now officially adult who holds the key of freedom they said. Out of my expectation, i didn't feel any surprise in the 'freedom' given by somewhere, someone. Anyhow, I am so blessed that there were bunch of my friends and family celebrated my unique 21th birthday in different time, different places. From early August to my birthday till 14 september, i received a pretty glass with blue music notes from Sin Jwu and Wei Ern. Thanks to so many peoples in my life. Without your guys, my life won't be so colourful.

God has been good to me. Look back my life, I was given the beeeessssssssttttttttt placement in port lincoln, supeeeeer nice people there, blessed friendssss, fortunate enough to get to pay a visit to Mount Gambier on Monday, to spent 8 hours with the pharmacist, to have Bro Daniel, Sis Tian Tian, Sis Yvonne, Jenny, Yang Xu, Erin, Pau Ling, Darren, Mina, Uncle William, Aunty Noel, Ruthy, Little Daniel, Andrew, Joy, Noni, Lesley, Uncle John and Novi, Andy, Jude, MY BEST DEARY- LUCAS! and so so so many of them. My ocf members, who also support me, encourage me, help me, pray with me, study God's words with me- Fish aka Bi Yu, Sarah, Madeline, Debrah, Eva, Katrina, Jasmine and so so so so so many of them.. Of course my dear friends in uni, Rach Lim Jern Theng, Zoe, Chin May Ling, Veron, Tau Lee, Li Juan, Hooi Soo, Sze Yah.... FONG YI KEAT! and so so so so many of them. Special thanks to my Ah gong, who i have known for 1 month plus only, but it has been a pleasure to meet you ah gong!!

I couldn't mention again how much God has been mercy, good, kind to me. To transform my life, to a happier, better person.

I am blessed to sing, talk, laugh, cry, being dimanja.

lalala~~~

2009-09-15T19:18:00.001+08:00

This is for you, ah gong.
Thank you for your time.

2009-09-11T01:53:00.000+08:00

You are my angle.

2009-09-09T08:41:00.002+08:00

2 Corinthians 1:3-11

³ Blessed be the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of mercies and God of all comfort, ⁴ who comforts us in all our tribulation, that we may be able to comfort those who are in any trouble, with the comfort with which we ourselves are comforted by God. ⁵ For as the sufferings of Christ abound in us, so our consolation also abounds through Christ. ⁶ Now if we are afflicted, it is for your consolation and salvation, which is effective for enduring the same sufferings which we also suffer. Or if we are comforted, it is for your consolation and salvation. ⁷And our hope for you is steadfast, because we know that as you are partakers of the sufferings, so also you will partake of the consolation.

8 For we do not want you to be ignorant, brethren, of our trouble which came to us in Asia: that we were burdened beyond measure, above strength, so that we despaired even of life. ⁹ Yes, we had the sentence of death in ourselves, that we should not trust in ourselves but in God who raises the dead, ¹⁰ who delivered us from so great a death, and does deliver us; in whom we trust that He will still deliver us, ¹¹ you also helping together in prayer for us, that thanks may be given by many persons on our behalf for the gift granted to us through many.

God reminded me of comforting others as God has comforted me so many times.

2009-08-31T17:05:00.001+08:00

happy.
tomorrow get to go visit a pharmacy at tumby bay and hmr with karine.
cool!
i can't wait!!

2009-08-30T14:24:00.002+08:00

For I know the thoughts that I think toward you,
Says the Lord

thoughts of peace and not of evil,
to give you a future and a hope

Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and
I will listen to you

Last week in port lincoln, this beautiful place.
God, you touched me today, with your peace in me.
I was a sinner, but you saved me.
How wide, How wide, How deep, How deep, How great, How great is your love for me!!!!

Lord, I am really amazed by You!

I know that my future you hold, nothing for me to be afraid of.

:)

2009-08-28T18:57:00.003+08:00

Dear Heavenly Lord Father,
I thank you for giving me the chances to grow.
I tried my best, at least.
I know you will bring me to the place you want me to be.

:)
No tears, no tears in heaven.

Nasi Lemak, don't know if you are tasty?

2009-08-21T21:02:00.000+08:00

Wonder why, I wonder how.

Can Pristiq treat her? Can Aricept treat her?

Can lithium treat me?

God, please direct my way, send me, and i will go.
If you want to send me back to Malaysia, i will go.

2009-08-15T19:35:00.003+08:00

I went to Coffin Bay, Dunyah Beach with Jolene, Karen, Kimberly, Chris, Jac, little cute baby Will, James, Selina, their kids, and another lovely family.
Can you imagine, i caught a BIG, HUGE, SALMON FISH today!!!!!! By using fish rod.
I know is very cruel, when i saw them suffocating... bleeding..
I remember you told me that you don't really like catching fish, i remembered when i caught the fish. I just want to experience it.
Ha... I love today, not so much with the salmon, but the beautiful beaches, lovely weather, friendly peoples around me, nothing more is better than this.
I took few pics, not heaps, not much about me, but other peoples, scenery.
love it. just love it.
I thanks god for this wonderful day, please continue to direct me, my heart, my future and my family.

:)

2009-08-13T19:36:00.002+08:00

Time passes really fast, 1/2 of August will reach so soon.
Peoples come into my life, peoples go from my life.
I learn, I lost.
Ricoh R8 has captured my life, into nice pictures.
The love of Christ, has taught me how to love people around me.

:)

thank you lord.

2009-08-08T20:23:00.000+08:00

哭了，是感动的哭。
谢谢你们，谢谢你们的爱戴。
谢谢你们的心思。
我真的有太多的惊喜了。
谢谢。

2009-08-04T07:55:00.003+08:00

I am crying now!! So heavily!!!

I am so happy now!! My dad, mom and sis just gave me a SURPRISE!!

They celebrated my birthday today! with 2 lovely heart shape cake and candles!

Through webcam, they sang birthday song for me... I cried... heartily...

They celebrated my birthday today because my dad is going to Africa today, to work..

I just want to thank you Lord, for giving me this loving family....

I once give up, but you gave me hope, and through my faith, my family.. is now a family...

I thank you God!

Can't stop crying.

Too touched!

God please protect my dad and his workers safely in Africa.

对啊对啊对啊对啊
大家记得吃早餐哦！
小珍珠- 她就是那个天天陪我吃早餐的人。：）

我和我家人庆祝二十一岁生日了！
耶！！！！
这样就足够了！

2009-07-18T13:28:00.003+08:00

词:钟成虎曲:卢广仲

整个世界停止不转动很寂寞
走在海边数着萤火虫好困惑
想要的生活怎么有一百种

不想掉进这深深漩涡
整个海洋摆动柔软地举起我
孤单给我自由犹豫得好感动
想要的生活怎么有一百种
该怎么走谁来告诉我 wow

每当我背对星空
抱着地球
发现自己其实脆弱不敢说
当我背对星空
孤独摸索
爱情渐渐萎缩我猜不透
无边的宇宙哪里有我想要的生活

卢广仲-100种生活

Went to worship talk today. Realised something important perhaps.

My stomach is groaning now, I can hear it, although i am plugging my ears with Lu Guang Zhong - 100 Zhong Sheng Huo.

Alone now, was trying to look for ANYONE to have lunch with me, or just accompanying me.

In the end, ya, still alone. ==''

Just now i met a girl who has not been going to OCF for quite a long time in Rundle Mall. Have a little chat with her, and ya, one of our conversation was that we still remember each other. She told me the reason she remember me because people told her that i was a CRAZY, SA PO.. -.- haha.. ya, i admit that i can be very very very "outgoing" in someway, crazy. =/=

Albeit that, i am actually very quiet type of people.

=/=

I know. Why contradict myself?

I don't know. It is just me.

Not matter how much i want to be anyone else, who i think they are awesome. I couldn't.

Look at the computer screen, I wonder, why am i here....

I am super hungry!!

Resume, Cover Letter, Interview, Internship!! (who can give me a real hand?)

please.

Pinky man! Addicted to the song.

=='''

2009-07-17T16:13:00.002+08:00

Dear Lord Father, please guide my way. Please..

2009-07-17T12:14:00.001+08:00

100种生活 - 卢广仲

2009-07-13T19:55:00.002+08:00

我突然的无助
没有眼泪的悲伤没有人清楚
只能呼吸着不被了解的孤独
一个人仅仅祈祷一切会结束
我矛盾着无助
很需要你能给我一点点保护
想对你说的话却总说不出

鱼在水里哭

introduced by Mina
:)

不要放晴 - 龔柯允

2009-07-12T22:02:00.000+08:00

2009-07-11T18:43:00.002+08:00

现在的我，处于一种很彷徨的地带。
虽然这是每个人都会经过的路程，我也想有人能分享。
来阿德莱德也有一年半了，经历了蛮多，有苦有乐。
我还是一样的优柔寡断。
被伤害，被保护。
改变自己，需要时间，何时才能变成合格的好人？
好想把不好的回忆删除，但如果没有那些黑暗的回忆，也不会有现在的我。
我知道，我明了，不能装着什么都没发生，要学习成长。
静静地，轻轻地，掉下泪来。

2009-07-09T09:25:00.000+08:00

借我一辈子

Chao Ge new song, another sweet song.

:)

2009-07-06T21:29:00.002+08:00

藏身於這小店子從頭改寫我大志
從塵埃生活賺到真心真意廚房之中靠倚
隨便讓妳放縱妳的鬼主意有沒有意思
忘掉偏執世事我們尋找簡單的句子

藏身於這小店子從頭改寫我大志
由甜品交換昨天不是味兒櫥窗都寫滿詩
忘掉了我過去那些不得志再沒有透支
別個找不到共妳相似

Thanks dad for providing me this wonderful keyboard! Give me the chance to revise my piano skill and be able to enjoy playing piano..
I resigned from Hutt street, bro Andrew fetched and accompanied me to collect my wages.
:)
Dear Lord, help me to be thankful. Help me to shine your light no matter who i am with.
Jia You!
:)

2009-07-05T12:30:00.002+08:00

Thank You Lord for so much blessings and trials that you have given to me in the past week. Wednesday: After worked, i cycled to Kam Mum's place and have dinner with them who had just finished their exam. Beng Beng and Sang Leng cooked steaks and chickens for us. We had some wine and ya, i was 30% drunk. That night, in my workplace in Hutt street, i cried. I wasn't in the mood of working that night and made quite a lot of mistakes. I was in a way taken advantages by one of the chef there. I was so scared, i cried while i cycled back. Naive, that's what people told me. I am. I learned.
Life is a learning process. I told Jenny (xiao zhen zhu) that i didn't want to grow, i want to stay as a child. But she told me, we all face stresses, problems, you need to grow, move on, to become a mature girl. Not just stand at the comfort zone.
Thank You Lord for bringing Jenny in my life, to let us share with each other.
After this year, i will be working out there.
Working, is such a thing that everyone need to go through.
Working as a waitress, isn't just a simple thing. You need to upgrade yourself, don't feel content with yourself but learn new things, improve and improve.
That's what Jenny told me last nigh, at the staircase.
Jing Yi Zhi Zhang Yi Zhi
Once bite, twice shy.
ya.
Continue to read the bible melody yik. Be a faithful follower, soldier of Jesus.

:)

burt bacharach "alfie".

2009-06-30T15:40:00.002+08:00

Burt Bacharach - Alfie, Solo Jazz Guitar

2009-06-30T15:36:00.001+08:00

2009-06-30T15:19:00.003+08:00

Adelaide wild weather today. Strong wind and rain.
Wondering how am i going to work today?

I am so glad to know the composer of one piano jazz song - Bill Evans!
I love the song, named Alfie.
I wonder what does Alfie means, so i go to search in dictonary.com, is a guy's name.
Hmm.. haha.. Anyway, i love that song so much.
Bill Evans is one of the top pianist in playing Jazzy piano.
Just love it!!

Dear Lord Father, help me to be still in You.
Tomorrow there will be a lot of my friends freed from exams. yeah, going to celebrate and have dinner with them. :)

I thanks god for taking care of my family. Please pray for my dad, who is going to middle Africa the end of July, as he is moving his camp site from Sarawak to there.
And also my dear sister, for her health.

If there is no creator in this world, and the earth and humans exist was due to an accident, what is the purpose of living then?

:)

People debate, people argue, people doubt about the existence of God.
Ya, religions can be dangerous in some ways.
However, dangerous can be defined in many ways.
Religions can be defined in many ways, etc.
This will go on and on.
Until the so called myth is unveiled, you will know.
:)

Sis, if you read this, don't be frightened by me alright? hehe.. :)

2009-06-29T19:30:00.002+08:00

1. Passed up my workbook
2. Played piano in Flinder's hospital
3. Watched Religulous

4. sleep

Somewhere Over the Rainbow - Acoustic Cover (FREE MP3!!!!)

2009-06-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

Dan Fogelberg - Longer (cover)

2009-06-28T20:30:00.002+08:00

2009-06-26T12:31:00.002+08:00

I am sure you know, the king of pop, Michael Jackson passed away yesterday in his hometown. I am sure, there will be numerous cried over this lost. Music, can be so influential, emotional. August rush, this movie, i was touched by the every single tone, melody played by the little boy. Instruments, played with love, can really communicate with people through heart. Listen, and you will know.

Someday..

2009-06-25T23:25:00.002+08:00

Currently working at Dragon Palace Restaurant at Hutt street.
Cycled to work 6.30pm, came back at 10.30pm. I prayed with Yvonne Ling before i went out.
Ethic...
sigh.
Learned a lot of things that you would not learn in Uni, the world. Different people i met, different dilemma i have to struggle and face and therefore, solve.
Being a christian, is not just fellowship with each other, sit comfortably in the safety zone. Whereas, is like what Uncle Vincent said, "Cruise or Battle ship?"
Ya, i thanks God for giving me to think, to prepare my heart before i go out and work.
From serving customers, i learned so much things. (growing up)

I slept at 1.30am yesterday after drinking Lian Ou soup by Sin jwu. :) Woke up at 6.30am, showered, dressed up professionally, took tram and 281 bus to Hackney Hotel for Noel Allen interview. I met Wei Jin and Yat Tuang. I guess i won't get the job already as i didn't talk a lot. =.= Anyhow, miss Vietnamese (Yat Tuang) invited me to her place, she cooked curry chicken and roti planta for me. *Xin Fu* Thanks god for the fellowship we had and getting to know more about her. haha.. Hope that we will have more time like it in the future.

Talked about future... I just want to apply the job and have faith in God.
While i was praying just now, i remember the verses about RACE & CROWN OF LIFE...

1.

Revelation 2:10

Do not be afraid of what you are about to suffer. I tell you, the devil will put some of you in prison to test you, and you will suffer persecution for ten days. Be faithful, even to the point of death, and I will give you the crown of life.

James 1:12

Blessed is the man who perseveres under trial, because when he has stood the test, he will receive the crown of life that God has promised to those who love him.

1 Corinthians 9:24

Do you not know that in a race all the runners run, but only one gets the prize? Run in such a way as to get the prize.

Hebrews 12:1

Therefore, since we are surrounded by such a great cloud of witnesses, let us throw off everything that hinders and the sin that so easily entangles, and let us run with perseverance the race marked out for us.

Life is like a race, to be completed with the strength by God.
Perservere on Yik Hui Chiau.

People asked me,"why hoooliday still emo?"
I could hardly tell them how i feel.
Is about the struggle, battle in my heart.
But i will overcome it by prayers and words of God.
:')

2009-06-24T10:29:00.002+08:00

I am super lazy now~! Sitting in front of the computer in 1st floor of library, plug in my earphones, listening to 方大同 -蘇麗珍, which i think not very many people know about. (rach lim, i know you like it!) hehe...
Yesterday was a really meaningful day to me. I had the plan of preparing food for SITians who are sitting pharmaco paper today. (thoughts from OCFers) I know i cannot cook well, so i guess i will start with making sandwiches. keke.. Proudly invited my partner Yvonne Ling to join my ALL THE BEST PHARMACY mission.
I accompanied Yvonne to see a doc in Global Medical Group in Whitmore Square. (I really can talk to strangers so easily, she said) haha.. While waiting her being "examined" by the doctor, i chatted with a chinese uncle, who kept praising my mandarin bla bla bla.. haha.. He kept mention how importance MANDARIN is now, and will be getting more important. I guess so. This is the first time i found that mandarin is so useful for me in communicating with people, in Australia. Ya, get back Yvonne's illness, the doctor wrote a script with 2 medications, Telfast decongestant, and Panadeine Extra. -.- We were trying to figure out why on earth would the doctor prescribed Telfast decongestant to her. Ok, here were her symptoms: Sore throat, A bit of runny nose, no fever. Decongestant?!! I remember AP 301, the questions in exam hall.... "what is the rationale behind of doctor prescribed this medication to Mr X?"
tuxue is my only answer.

-.-

Ya, get back to the ALL THE BEST PHARMACY mission with Yvonne yesterday. We bought the ingredients of making the egg sandwiches.
We went to KING WILLIAM ST, PIRIE ST, PAYNEHAM RD, WAKEFIELD ST.
ya..

Thanks god for giving us the smooth journey and the heart of encouragement.

DR YIK AND LING singing off.

2009-06-24T09:45:00.000+08:00

1. Love it, nearly cried

2009-06-21T20:20:00.005+08:00

The end of my first week of holiday! I am satisfied which each days. With surprises.
Really wanted to thanks God for every blessings He is pouring down on me.
And ya, today, the happiest thing is that, Li Eng has accepted Christ today! yeah! Whole new beginning.
I got a part time job in one restaurant in Hutt street, starting tomorrow afternoon. :)
My dear workbook, i need to fill in you. I need motivation!!

Here are some pictures from the most recent one to later one.

:)

Sunday

Tian Tian said," You look very lady when you don't talk."
-.-
haha..

Had iced coffee at Cibo with Yi Keat

LOVE this pic
* i wanna earn money and buy camera *
(the guy with red collar shirt is YK :P)

Saturday

20 June 2009
Miss Chin May Ling's 23rd birthday
We had dinner at Matsuri

Blur
haha..

:)
*She is proud of herself being one of the women*

Morning we had First Aid Course (AUD 100)
which is compulsory for final year pharmacy student to attend

the mouth piece for the dummy to practice CPU
You actually need to cover the whole mouth to blow in the lung
30 compression 2 breaths

daniel chan injured?!!
-.-

red
:)

so real right?
i learned how to stop the bleeding

^^

Officially, this is my LAST HOLIDAY.
sob sob
I gonna miss this holiday.
:)

~~**SmAll !e@f's mEmoriES**~~